Friday, April 14, 2006

Begrudge Me

When was the last time I posted? Oooo four days ago, I'm not very good at this diary, blog, journal thing.

Well, what's been happening in the last four days?

Let me rack my brain for something interesting, oh. My mum got a new tattoo. She has four now. She's 38, almost 39 and reliving her teenage years. She's worse than me, honestly.

Also, I was told that I hold grudges, well, I knew that already. It's a defense mechanism. I mean, if somebody does something to make me feel sad or upset me in any way, how can a simple "I'm sorry" Compensate for the hurt? It doesn't, at least not to me. And I'm not very trusting, so if somebody tells me they're sorry I'm thinking "sure you are" How can you know if they sincerely mean it and aren't just saying it so they're in your good books again? At least if I hold a grudge I can be prepared if it happens again, ya' know?

It makes sense to me, anyway. I know holding a grudge isn't right, but then neither is getting your feelings hurt if you didn't deserve it.


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